Honey if I had money to give to you because I'm already there myself, I'd give it to you gladly. I'm so poor myself I'm ready to loose my computer and internet if I don't keep meeting these 2 bills, cause all I live on allowance wise the program I'm on which it does help to a certain degree but its not enough to live on, $164.00 a month. Thats it. I have no charter or tv, have the tv set but no tv, ready to loose my vcr/dvd player and some dvds in pawn metro pawn, its $52.00 right now. And it goes by the 20th. No car either to be able to get groceries, or to take animals get shots, or fixed, I feel just like you, but at least this 1 1/2 I've had a roof over my head and didn't have to sleep at the river behind a bush or behind a trash can in the alley. My husband passed away 8 months leaving me no will or insurance, no money. I don't have a job, trying to get that on line at home since I'm pending disability they won't let you get a job, so I've been waiting for that 3 1/2 yrs also, been turned down 3 times, I'm on the 4th. I am sorry for what you're going thru, I pray to Jesus for you that this season will past, God promises all the seasons we have to go thru, the turmoil, trials, we will come thru if we turn our eyes upon him, get out of ourselves and our problems, tho they're huge mountains to us, to God its an ant hill, he'll crush it in His time not ours, remember Gods timing isn't ours, so just least on and trust in the face Gods got everything to do with you in control. Beleive on that, as I do, I have to take my own talk to myself what I've said to you. God Bless and keep you and your family, I love you to don't worry, satan can't have you unless you let him, and to me when I saw your picture with the pup, I knew you know Jesus, it was on your face clear as day. Just rely on him sweetheart. God loves ya,
Well just me again, still trying hard to find a FREE job online of typing for a company or individual, data entry, answer phones from home, it all has to be done at home, but I can't seem find any stinken Company or Website that doesn't charge a fee or send ship and handling chrges, on and on it goes with the fees, I'm dead broke, trying to work online so I can get the MONEY to send to google, or project payday, all these that really do work, you have to send money and I don't have even a $1.00 to give them and no credit card to send it on, I have a debit, but I have to pay to reload, $5.00 each time. I can't do that, it just gets frustrating, thats all. Plus these dating sites, I'm fooling myself to even think about doing that, since my teeth are bad, who wants to looki at someone who needs teeth done. I'm in the process of getting it taken care of, but need time, and the money first off to start the dental plan, I think, maybe they'll take me on without a first payment, I'll have to see. Anyway I think I'm going to pull off all the sites of dating I'm on, cause they'd probably run if they came face to face with me. I know I would and do everytime I look in the mirror. Yuck!! Sorry this is how I feel, at least right now , just found out I have bronchitis, coughing up garbage, so I guess I'm letting my depression get the best of me, plus I owe my internet provider they're month fee bill, can't pay that till next week, I'll still be short for my computer since its weekly, thru rentacenter, I'm just screwed all over the place until I found something on the internet that doesn't CHARGE at FEE. Thanks for listening to my babble. Orion
Honey if I had money to give to you because I'm already there myself, I'd give it to you gladly. I'm so poor myself I'm ready to loose my computer and internet if I don't keep meeting these 2 bills, cause all I live on allowance wise the program I'm on which it does help to a certain degree but its not enough to live on, $164.00 a month. Thats it. I have no charter or tv, have the tv set but no tv, ready to loose my vcr/dvd player and some dvds in pawn metro pawn, its $52.00 right now. And it goes by the 20th. No car either to be able to get groceries, or to take animals get shots, or fixed, I feel just like you, but at least this 1 1/2 I've had a roof over my head and didn't have to sleep at the river behind a bush or behind a trash can in the alley. My husband passed away 8 months leaving me no will or insurance, no money. I don't have a job, trying to get that on line at home since I'm pending disability they won't let you get a job, so I've been waiting for that 3 1/2 yrs also, been turned down 3 times, I'm on the 4th. I am sorry for what you're going thru, I pray to Jesus for you that this season will past, God promises all the seasons we have to go thru, the turmoil, trials, we will come thru if we turn our eyes upon him, get out of ourselves and our problems, tho they're huge mountains to us, to God its an ant hill, he'll crush it in His time not ours, remember Gods timing isn't ours, so just least on and trust in the face Gods got everything to do with you in control. Beleive on that, as I do, I have to take my own talk to myself what I've said to you. God Bless and keep you and your family, I love you to don't worry, satan can't have you unless you let him, and to me when I saw your picture with the pup, I knew you know Jesus, it was on your face clear as day. Just rely on him sweetheart. God loves ya,